from the direction of the rays； it could only e from the window of M。 Madeleine's chamber。
The reflection wavered； as though it came rather from a fire which had been lighted than from a candle。 The shadow of the window…frame was not shown； which indicated that the window was wide open。
The fact that this window was open in such cold weather was surprising。
The cashier fell asleep again。 An hour or two later he waked again。
The same step was still passing slowly and regularly back and forth overhead。
The reflection was still visible on the wall； but now it was pale and peaceful； like the reflection of a lamp or of a candle。 The window was still open。
This is what had taken place in M。 Madeleine's room。
BOOK SEVENTH。THE CHAMPMATHIEU AFFAIR
CHAPTER III （1）
A TEMPEST IN A SKULL
The reader has； no doubt； already divined that M。 Madeleine is no other than Jean Valjean。
We have already gazed into the depths of this conscience； the moment has now e when we must take another look into it。 We do so not without emotion and trepidation。
There is nothing more terrible in existence than this sort of contemplation。 The eye of the spirit can nowhere find more dazzling brilliance and more shadow than in man； it can fix itself on no other thing which is more formidable； more plicated； more mysterious； and more infinite。
There is a spectacle more grand than the sea； it is heaven：
there is a spectacle more grand than heaven； it is the inmost recesses of the soul。
To make the poem of the human conscience； were it only with reference to a single man； were it only in connection with the basest of men； would be to blend all epics into one superior and definitive epic。 Conscience is the chaos of chimeras； of lusts； and of temptations； the furnace of dreams； the lair of ideas of which we are ashamed； it is the pandemonium of sophisms； it is the battlefield of the passions。 Penetrate； at certain hours； past the livid face of a human being who is engaged in reflection； and look behind； gaze into that soul； gaze into that obscurity。
There； beneath that external silence； battles of giants； like those recorded in Homer； are in progress； skirmishes of dragons and hydras and swarms of phantoms； as in Milton； visionary circles； as in Dante。
What a solemn thing is this infinity which every man bears within him； and which he measures with despair against the caprices of his brain and the actions of his life！
Alighieri one day met with a sinister…looking door； before which he hesitated。
Here is one before us； upon whose threshold we hesitate。 Let us enter； nevertheless。
We have but little to add to what the reader already knows of what had happened to Jean Valjean after the adventure with Little Gervais。 From that moment forth he was； as we have seen； a totally different man。 What the Bishop had wished to make of him； that he carried out。 It was more than a transformation； it was a transfiguration。
He succeeded in disappearing； sold the Bishop's silver； reserving only the candlesticks as a souvenir； crept from town to town； traversed France； came to M。 sur M。； conceived the idea which we have mentioned； acplished what we have related； succeeded in rendering himself safe from seizure and inaccessible； and； thenceforth； established at M。 sur M。； happy in feeling his conscience saddened by the past and the first half of his existence belied by the last； he lived in peace； reassured and hopeful； having henceforth only two thoughts；to conceal his name and to sanctify his life； to escape men and to return to God。
These two thoughts were so closely intertwined in his mind that they formed but a single one there； both were equally absorbing and imperative and ruled his slightest actions。
In general； they conspired to regulate the conduct of his life； they turned him towards the gloom； they rendered him kindly and simple； they counselled him to the same things。
Sometimes； however； they conflicted。
In that case； as the reader will remember； the man whom all the country of M。 sur M。 called M。 Madeleine did not hesitate to sacrifice the first to the secondhis security to his virtue。
Thus； in spite of all his reserve and all his prudence； he had preserved the Bishop's candlesticks； worn mourning for him； summoned and interrogated all the little Savoyards who passed that way； collected information regarding the families at Faverolles； and saved old Fauchelevent's life； despite the disquieting insinuations of Javert。
It seemed； as we have already remarked； as though he thought； following the example of all those who have been wise； holy； and just； that his first duty was not towards himself。
At the same time； it must be confessed； nothing just like this had yet presented itself。
Never had the two ideas which governed the unhappy man whose sufferings we are narrating； engaged in so serious a struggle。 He understood this confusedly but profoundly at the very first words pronounced by Javert； when the latter entered his study。
At the moment when that name； which he had buried beneath so many layers； was so strangely articulated； he was struck with stupor； and as though intoxicated with the sinister eccentricity of his destiny； and through this stupor he felt that shudder which precedes great shocks。
He bent like an oak at the approach of a storm； like a soldier at the approach of an assault。
He felt shadows filled with thunders and lightnings descending upon his head。 As he listened to Javert； the first thought which occurred to him was to go； to run and denounce himself； to take that Champmathieu out of prison and place himself there； this was as painful and as poignant as an incision in the living flesh。
Then it passed away； and he said to himself； 〃We will see！
We will see！〃
He repressed this first； generous instinct； and recoiled before heroism。
It would be beautiful； no doubt； after the Bishop's holy words； after so many years of repentance and abnegation； in the midst of a penitence admirably begun； if this man had not flinched for an instant； even in the presence of so terrible a conjecture； but had continued to walk with the same step towards this yawning precipice； at the bottom of which lay heaven； that would have been beautiful； but it was not thus。
We must render an account of the things which went on in this soul； and we can only tell what there was there。 He was carried away； at first； by the instinct of self…preservation； he rallied all his ideas in haste； stifled his emotions； took into consideration Javert's presence； that great danger； postponed all decision with the firmness of terror； shook off thought as to what he had to do； and resumed his calmness as a warrior picks up his buckler。
He remained in this state during the rest of the day； a whirlwind within； a profound tranquillity without。
He took no 〃preservative measures；〃 as they may be called。
Everything was still confused； and jostling together in his brain。
His trouble was so great that he could not perceive the form of a single idea distinctly； and he could have told nothing about himself； except that he had received a great blow。
He repaired to Fantine's bed of suffering； as usual； and prolonged his visit； through a kindly instinct； telling himself that he must behave thus； and remend her well to the sisters； in case he should be obliged to be absent himself。
He had a vague feeling that he might be obliged to go to Arras； and without having the least in the world made up his mind to this trip； he said to himself that being； as he was； beyond the shadow of any suspicion； there could be nothing out of the way in being a witness to what was to take place； and he engaged the tilbury from Scaufflaire in order to be prepared in any event。
He dined with a good deal of appetite。
On returning to his room； he muned with himself。
He examined the situation； and found it unprecedented； so unprecedented that in the midst of his revery he rose from his chair； moved by some inexplicable impulse of anxiety； and bolted his door。
He feared lest something more should enter。 He was barricading himself against possibilities。
A moment later he extinguished his light； it embarrassed him。
lt seemed to him as though he might be seen。
By whom？
Alas！
That on which he desired to close the door had already entered； that which he desired to blind was staring him in the face； his conscience。
His conscience； that is to say； God。
Nevertheless； he deluded himself at first； he had a feeling of security and of solitude； the bolt once drawn； he thought himself impregnable； the candle extinguished； he felt himself invisible。
Then he took possession of himself：
he set his elbows on the table； leaned his head on his hand； and began to meditate in the dark。
〃Where do I stand？
Am not I dreaming？
What have I heard？
Is it really true that I have seen that Javert； and that he spoke to me in that manner？
Who can that Champmathieu be？
So he resembles me！ Is it possible？
When I reflect that yesterday I was so tranquil； and so far from suspecting anything！
What was I doing yesterday at this hour？
What is there in this incident？
What will the end be？ What is to be done？〃
This was the torment in which he found himself。
His brain had lost its power of retaining ideas； they passed like waves； and he clutched his brow in both hands to arrest them。
Nothing but anguish extricated itself from this tumult which overwhelmed his will and his reason； and from which he sought to draw proof and resolution。
His head was burning。
He went to the window and threw it wide open。 There were no stars in the sky。
He returned and seated himself at the table。
The first hour passed in this manner。
Gradually； however； vague outlines began to take form and to fix themselves in his meditation； and he was able to catch a glimpse with precision of the reality；not the whole situation； but some of the details。
He began by recognizing the fact that； critical and extraordinary as was this situation； he was pletely master of it。
This only caused an increase of his stupor。
Independently of the severe and religious aim which he had assigned to his actions； all that he had made up to that day had been nothing but a hole in which to bury his name。
That which he had always feared most of all in his hours of self…munion； during his sleepless nights； was to ever hear that name pronounced； he had said to himself； that that would be the end of all things for him； that on the day when that name made its reappearance it would cause his new life to vanish from about him； andwho knows？ perhaps even his new soul within him； also。
He shuddered at the very thought that this was possible。
Assuredly； if any one had said to him at such moments that the hour would e when that name would ring in his ears； when the hideous words； Jean Valjean； would suddenly emerge from the darkness and rise in front of him； when that formidable light； capable of dissipating the mystery in which he had enveloped himself； would suddenly blaze forth above