Suppose he should bee blind； or； at all events； never recover sufficient strength of sight to engage in an occupation which would be congenial to her feelings； and conduce to her removal from this lonely dwelling among the hills？ That dream of beautiful Paris was not likely to cohere into substance in the presence of this misfortune。 As day after day passed by； and he got no better； her mind ran more and more in this mournful groove； and she would go away from him into the garden and weep despairing tears。
Yeobright thought he would send for his mother； and then he thought he would not。 Knowledge of his state could only make her the more unhappy； and the seclusion of their life was such that she would hardly be likely to learn the news except through a special messenger。 Endeavouring to take the trouble as philosophically as possible； he waited on till the third week had arrived； when he went into the open air for the first time since the attack。 The surgeon visited him again at this stage； and Clym urged him to express a distinct opinion。 The young man learnt with added surprise that the date at which he might expect to resume his labours was as uncertain as ever； his eyes being in that peculiar state which； though affording him sight enough for walking about； would not admit of their being strained upon any definite object without incurring the risk of reproducing ophthalmia in its acute form。
Clym was very grave at the intelligence； but not despairing。 A quiet firmness； and even cheerfulness； took possession of him。 He was not to be blind； that was enough。 To be doomed to behold the world through smoked glass for an indefinite period was bad enough； and fatal to any kind of advance； but Yeobright was an absolute stoic in the face of mishaps which only affected his social standing； and； apart from Eustacia； the humblest walk of life would satisfy him if it could be made to work in with some form of his culture scheme。 To keep a cottage night…school was one such form； and his affliction did not master his spirit as it might otherwise have done。
He walked through the warm sun westward into those tracts of Egdon with which he was best acquainted； being those lying nearer to his old home。 He saw before him in one of the valleys the gleaming of whetted iron； and advancing； dimly perceived that the shine came from the tool of a man who was cutting furze。 The worker recognized Clym； and Yeobright learnt from the voice that the speaker was Humphrey。
Humphrey expressed his sorrow at Clym’s condition； and added； “Now； if yours was low…class work like mine； you could go on with it just the same。”
“Yes； I could；” said Yeobright musingly。 “How much do you get for cutting these faggots？”
“Half…a…crown a hundred； and in these long days I can live very well on the wages。”
During the whole of Yeobright’s walk home to Alderworth he was lost in reflections which were not of an unpleasant kind。 On his ing up to the house Eustacia spoke to him from the open window； and he went across to her。
“Darling；” he said； “I am much happier。 And if my mother were reconciled to me and to you I should； I think； be happy quite。”
“I fear that will never be；” she said； looking afar with her beautiful stormy eyes。 “How CAN you say ‘I am happier；’ and nothing changed？”
“It arises from my having at last discovered something I can do； and get a living at； in this time of misfortune。”
“Yes？”
“I am going to be a furze… and turf…cutter。”
“No； Clym！” she said； the slight hopefulness previously apparent in her face going off again； and leaving her worse than before。
“Surely I shall。 Is it not very unwise in us to go on spending the little money we’ve got when I can keep down expenditures by an honest occupation？ The outdoor exercise will do me good； and who knows but that in a few months I shall be able to go on with my reading again？”
“But my grandfather offers to assist us； if we require assistance。”
“We don’t require it。 If I go furze…cutting we shall be fairly well off。”
“In parison with slaves； and the Israelites in Egypt； and such people！” A bitter tear rolled down Eustacia’s face； which he did not see。 There had been nonchalance in his tone； showing her that he felt no absolute grief at a consummation which to her was a positive horror。
The very next day Yeobright went to Humphrey’s cottage； and borrowed of him leggings； gloves； a whetstone； and a hook； to use till he should be able to purchase some for himself。 Then he sallied forth with his new fellow…labourer and old acquaintance； and selecting a spot where the furze grew thickest he struck the first blow in his adopted calling。 His sight； like the wings in Rasselas； though useless to him for his grand purpose； sufficed for this strait； and he found that when a little practice should have hardened his palms against blistering he would be able to work with ease。
Day after day he rose with the sun； buckled on his leggings； and went off to the rendezvous with Humphrey。 His custom was to work from four o’clock in the morning till noon； then； when the heat of the day was at its highest； to go home and sleep for an hour or two； afterwards ing out again and working till dusk at nine。
This man from Paris was now so disguised by his leather accoutrements； and by the goggles he was obliged to wear over his eyes； that his closest friend might have passed by without recognizing him。 He was a brown spot in the midst of an expanse of olive…green gorse； and nothing more。 Though frequently depressed in spirit when not actually at work； owing to thoughts of Eustacia’s position and his mother’s estrangement； when in the full swing of labour he was cheerfully disposed and calm。
His daily life was of a curious microscopic sort； his whole world being limited to a circuit of a few feet from his person。 His familiars were creeping and winged things； and they seemed to enroll him in their band。 Bees hummed around his ears with an intimate air； and tugged at the heath and furze…flowers at his side in such numbers as to weigh them down to the sod。 The strange amber…coloured butterflies which Egdon produced； and which were never seen elsewhere； quivered in the breath of his lips； alighted upon his bowed back； and sported with the glittering point of his hook as he flourished it up and down。 Tribes of emerald…green grasshoppers leaped over his feet； falling awkwardly on their backs； heads； or hips； like unskilful acrobats； as chance might rule； or engaged themselves in noisy flirtations under the fern…fronds with silent ones of homely hue。 Huge flies； ignorant of larders and wire…netting； and quite in a savage state； buzzed about him without knowing that he was a man。 In and out of the fern…dells snakes glided in their most brilliant blue and yellow guise； it being the season immediately following the shedding of their old skins； when their colours are brightest。 Litters of young rabbits came out from their forms to sun themselves upon hillocks； the hot beams blazing through the delicate tissue of each thin…fleshed ear； and firing it to a blood…red transparency in which the veins could be seen。 None of them feared him。 The monotony of his occupation soothed him； and was in itself a pleasure。 A forced limitation of effort offered a justification of homely courses to an unambitious man； whose conscience would hardly have allowed him to remain in such obscurity while his powers were unimpeded。 Hence Yeobright sometimes sang to himself； and when obliged to acpany Humphrey in search of brambles for faggot…bonds he would amuse his panion with sketches of Parisian life and character； and so while away the time。
On one of these warm afternoons Eustacia walked out alone in the direction of Yeobright’s place of work。 He was busily chopping away at the furze； a long row of faggots which stretched downward from his position representing the labour of the day。 He did not observe her approach； and she stood close to him； and heard his undercurrent of song。
It shocked her。 To see him there； a poor afflicted man； earning money by the sweat of his brow； had at first moved her to tears； but to hear him sing and not at all rebel against an occupation which； however satisfactory to himself； was degrading to her； as an educated lady…wife； wounded her through。 Unconscious of her presence； he still went on singing：
“Le point du jour
A nos bosquets rend toute leur parure；
Flore est plus belle a son retour；
L’oiseau reprend doux chant d’amour；
Tout celebre dans la nature
Le point du jour。
“Le point du jour
Cause parfois； cause douleur extreme；
Que l’espace des nuits est court
Pour le berger brulant d’amour；
Force de quitter ce qu’il aime
Au point du jour！”
It was bitterly plain to Eustacia that he did not care much about social failure； and the proud fair woman bowed her head and wept in sick despair at thought of the blasting effect upon her own life of that mood and condition in him。 Then she came forward。
“I would starve rather than do it！” she exclaimed vehemently。
“And you can sing！ I will go and live with my grandfather again！”
“Eustacia！ I did not see you； though I noticed something moving；” he said gently。 He came forward； pulled off his huge leather glove； and took her hand。 “Why do you speak in such a strange way？ It is only a little old song which struck my fancy when I was in Paris； and now just applies to my life with you。 Has your love for me all died； then； because my appearance is no longer that of a fine gentleman？”
“Dearest； you must not question me unpleasantly； or it may make me not love you。”
“Do you believe it possible that I would run the risk of doing that？”
“Well； you follow out your own ideas； and won’t give in to mine when I wish you to leave off this shameful labour。 Is there anything you dislike in me that you act so contrarily to my wishes？ I am your wife； and why will you not listen？ Yes； I am your wife indeed！”
“I know what that tone means。”
“What tone？”
“The tone in which you said； ‘Your wife indeed。’ It meant； ‘Your wife； worse luck。’”
“It is hard in you to probe me with that remark。 A woman may have reason； though she is not without heart； and if I felt ‘worse luck；’ it was no ignoble feeling— it was only too natural。 There； you see that at any rate I do not attempt untruths。 Do you remember how； before we were married； I warned you that I had not good wifely qualities？”
“You mock me to say that now。 On that point at least the only noble course would be to hold your tongue； for you are still queen of me； Eustacia； though I may no longer be king of you。”
“You are my husband。 Does not that content you？”
“Not unless you are my wife without regret。”
“I cannot answer you。 I remember saying that I should be a serious matter on your hands。”
“Yes； I saw that。”
“Then you were too quick to see！ No true lover would have seen any such thing； you are too severe upon me； Clym—I won’t like your speaking so at all。”
“Well； I married you in spite of it； and don’t regret doing so。 How cold you seem this afternoon！ and yet I used to think there never was a warmer heart than yours。”
“Yes； I fear we are cooling—I see it as well as you；” she si