We won！ We won！ was all I could say。 This wasn t happening。 In a moment； I d blink and rouse from this beautiful dream； get out of bed； march down to the kitchen to eat breakfast with no one to talk to but Hassan。 Get dressed。 Wait for Baba。 Give up。 Back to my old life。 Then I saw Baba on our roof。 He was standing on the edge； pumping both of his fists。 Hollering and clapping。 And that right there was the single greatest moment of my twelve years of life； seeing Baba on that roof； proud of me at last。
But he was doing something now； motioning with his hands in an urgent way。 Then I understood。 Hassan； we……
I know； he said； breaking our embrace。 _Inshallah_； we ll celebrate later。 Right now； I m going to run that blue kite for you； he said。 He dropped the spool and took off running； the hem of his green chapan dragging in the snow behind him。
Hassan！ I called。 e back with it！
He was already turning the street corner； his rubber boots kicking up snow。 He stopped； turned。 He cupped his hands around his mouth。 For you a thousand times over！ he said。 Then he smiled his Hassan smile and disappeared around the corner。 The next time I saw him smile unabashedly like that was twenty…six years later； in a faded Polaroid photograph。
I began to pull my kite back as people rushed to congratulate me。 I shook hands with them； said my thanks。 The younger kids looked at me with an awestruck twinkle in their eyes； I was a hero。 Hands patted my back and tousled my hair。 I pulled on the string and returned every smile； but my mind was on the blue kite。
Finally； I had my kite in hand。 I wrapped the loose string that had collected at my feet around the spool； shook a few more hands； and trotted home。 When I reached the wrought…iron gates； Ali was waiting on the other side。 He stuck his hand through the bars。 Congratulations； he said。
I gave him my kite and spool； shook his hand。 Tashakor； Ali jan。
I was praying for you the whole time。
Then keep praying。 We re not done yet。
I hurried back to the street。 I didn t ask Ali about Baba。 I didn t want to see him yet。 In my head； I had it all planned： I d make a grand entrance； a hero； prized trophy in my bloodied hands。 Heads would turn and eyes would lock。 Rostam and Sohrab sizing each other up。 A dramatic moment of silence。 Then the old warrior would walk to the young one； embrace him； acknowledge his worthiness。 Vindication。 Salvation。 Redemption。 And then？ Well。。。 happily ever after； of course。 What else？
The streets of Wazir Akbar Khan were numbered and set at right angles to each other like a grid。 It was a new neighborhood then； still developing； with empty lots of land and half…constructed homes on every street between pounds surrounded by eight…foot walls。 I ran up and down every street； looking for Hassan。 Everywhere； people were busy folding chairs； packing food and utensils after a long day of partying。 Some； still sitting on their rooftops； shouted their congratulations to me。
Four streets south of ours； I saw Omar； the son of an engineer who was a friend of Baba s。 He was dribbling a soccer ball with his brother on the front lawn of their house。 Omar was a pretty good guy。 We d been classmates in fourth grade； and one time he d given me a fountain pen； the kind you had to load with a cartridge。
I heard you won； Amir； he said。 Congratulations。
Thanks。 Have you seen Hassan？
Your Hazara？
I nodded。
Omar headed the ball to his brother。 I hear he s a great kite runner。 His brother headed the ball back to him。 Omar caught it； tossed it up and down。 Although I ve always wondered how he manages。 I mean； with those tight little eyes； how does he see anything？
His brother laughed； a short burst； and asked for the ball。 Omar ignored him。
Have you seen him？
Omar flicked a thumb over his shoulder； pointing southwest。 I saw him running toward the bazaar awhile ago。
Thanks。 I scuttled away。
By the time I reached the marketplace； the sun had almost sunk behind the hills and dusk had painted the sky pink and purple。 A few blocks away； from the Haji Yaghoub Mosque； the mullah bellowed azan； calling for the faithful to unroll their rugs and bow their heads west in prayer。 Hassan never missed any of the five daily prayers。 Even when we were out playing； he d excuse himself； draw water from the well in the yard； wash up； and disappear into the hut。 He d e out a few minutes later； smiling； find me sitting against the wall or perched on a tree。 He was going to miss prayer tonight； though； because of me。
The bazaar was emptying quickly； the merchants finishing up their haggling for the day。 I trotted in the mud between rows of closely packed cubicles where you
could buy a freshly slaughtered pheasant in one stand and a calculator from the adjacent one。 I picked my way through the dwindling crowd； the lame beggars dressed in layers of tattered rags； the vendors with rugs on their shoulders； the cloth merchants and butchers closing shop for the day。 I found no sign of Hassan。
I stopped by a dried fruit stand； described Hassan to an old merchant loading his mule with crates of pine seeds and raisins。 He wore a powder blue turban。
He paused to look at me for a long time before answering。 I might have seen him。
Which way did he go？
He eyed me up and down。 What is a boy like you doing here at this time of the day looking for a Hazara？ His glance lingered admiringly on my leather coat and my jeans……cowboy pants； we used to call them。 In Afghanistan； owning anything American； especially if it wasn t secondhand； was a sign of wealth。
I need to find him； Agha。
What is he to you？ he said。 I didn t