We chatted about the difficult and maybe thankless job Karzai had in front of him; about the uping Loya jirga; and the king s imminent return to his homeland after twenty…eights years of exile。 I remembered the night in 1973; the night Zahir Shah s cousin overthrew him; I remembered gunfire and the sky lighting up silver……Ali had taken me and Hassan in his arms; told us not to be afraid; that they were just shooting ducks。
Then someone told a Mullah Nasruddin joke and we were all laughing。 You know; your father was a funny man too; Kabir said。
He was; wasn t he? I said; smiling; remembering how; soon after we arrived in the U。S。; Baba started grumbling about American flies。 He d sit at the kitchen
table with his flyswatter; watch the flies darting from wall to wall; buzzing here; buzzing there; harried and rushed。 In this country; even flies are pressed for time; he d groan。 How I had laughed。 I smiled at the memory now。
By three o clock; the rain had stopped and the sky was a curdled gray burdened with lumps of clouds。 A cool breeze blew through the park。 More families turned up。 Afghans greeted each other; hugged; kissed; exchanged food。 Someone lighted coal in a barbecue and soon the smell of garlic and morgh kabob flooded my senses。 There was music; some new singer I didn t know; and the giggling of children。 I saw Sohrab; still in his yellow raincoat; leaning against a garbage pail; staring across the park at the empty batting cage。
A little while later; as I was chatting with the former surgeon; who told me he and Baba had been classmates in eighth grade; Soraya pulled on my sleeve。 Amir; look!
She was pointing to the sky。 A half…dozen kites were flying high; speckles of bright yellow; red; and green against the gray sky。
Check it out; Soraya said; and this time she was pointing to a guy selling kites from a stand nearby。
Hold this; I said。 I gave my cup of tea to Soraya。 I excused myself and walked over to the kite stand; my shoes squishing on the wet grass。 I pointed to a yellow seh…parcha。 Sawl…e…nau mubabrak; the kite seller said; taking the twenty and handing me the kite and a wooden spool of glass tar。 I thanked him and wished him a Happy New Year too。 I tested the string the way Hassan and I used to; by holding it between my thumb and forefinger and pulling it。 It reddened with blood and the kite seller smiled。 I smiled back。
I took the kite to where Sohrab was standing; still leaning against the garbage pail; arms crossed on his chest。 He was looking up at the sky。
Do you like the seh…parcha? I said; holding up the kite by the ends of the cross bars。 His eyes shifted from the sky to me; to the kite; then back。 A few rivulets of rain trickled from his hair; down his face。
I read once that; in Malaysia; they use kites to catch fish; I said。 I ll bet you didn t know that。 They tie a fishing line to it and fly it beyond the shallow waters; so it doesn t cast a shadow and scare the fish。 And in ancient China; generals used to fly kites over battlefields to send messages to their men。 It s true。 I m not slipping you a trick。 I showed him my bloody thumb。 Nothing wrong with the tar either。
Out of the corner of my eye; I saw Soraya watching us from the tent。 Hands tensely dug in her armpits。 Unlike me; she d gradually abandoned her attempts at engaging him。 The unanswered questions; the blank stares; the silence; it was all too painful。 She had shifted to Holding Pattern; waiting for a green light from Sohrab。 Waiting。
I wet my index finger and held it up。 I remember the way your father checked the wind was to kick up dust with his sandal; see which way the wind blew it。 He knew a lot of little tricks like that; I said。 Lowered my finger。 West; I think。
Sohrab wiped a raindrop from his earlobe and shifted on his feet。 Said nothing。 I thought of Soraya asking me a few months ago what his voice sounded like。 I d told her I didn t remember anymore。
Did I ever tell you your father was the best kite runner in Wazir Akbar Khan? Maybe all of Kabul? I said; knotting the loose end of the spool tar to the string loop tied to the center spar。 How jealous he made the neighborhood kids。 He d run kites and never look up at the sky; and people used to say he was chasing the kite s shadow。 But they didn t know him like I did。 Your father wasn t chasing any shadows。 He just。。。 knew
Another half…dozen kites had taken flight。 People had started to gather in clumps; teacups in hand; eyes glued to the sky。
Do you want to help me fly this? I said。
Sohrab s gaze bounced from the kite to me。 Back to the sky。
Okay。 I shrugged。 Looks like I ll have to fly it tanhaii。 Solo。
I balanced the spool in my left hand and fed about three feet of tar。 The yellow kite dangled at the end of it; just above the wet grass。 Last chance; I said。 But Sohrab was looking at a pair of kites tangling high above the trees。
All right。 Here I go。 I took off running; my sneakers splashing rainwater from puddles; the hand clutching the kite end of the string held high above my head。 It had been so long; so many years since I d done this; and I wondered if I d make a spectacle of myself。 I let the spool roll in my left hand as I ran; felt the string cut my right hand again as it fed through。 The kite was lifting behind my shoulder now; lifting; wheeling; and I ran harder。 The spool spun faster and the glass string tore another gash in my right palm。 I stopped and turned。 Looked up。 Smiled。 High above; my kite was tilting side to side like a pendulum; making that old paper…bird…flapping…its…wings sound I always associated with winter mornings in Kabul。 I hadn t